I need help....

Iv'e ben so sad lately...all my friends are fading away...everytime I talk to someone, they just leave....I just wish everything would be the same...I cant live like this...I love my friends so much and seeing them be depressed and leave is horrible....it hurts me so much....please, no one else leave! I beg you please! I love all of you guys and I almost lost half of my friends....I just feel like no one is there for me when I need them the most...

R.I.P. Alexis

Im so glad not to be depressed anymore. Im temporarily injured because of my best friend,Alexi's death. Rest in peace Alexis. You were like my sister and even though I was barely ever there in the end, I always loved you. And now that your gone...I can't stop crying from time to time. So many things remind me of you! Like techno,I know you loved techno...It makes me cry...You will be missed and you really should belive me because you really fucking will. I think your spirit has visited me a few times...one time I was in my room doing my homework and the door opened slowly and I shut it than a minute later,it opened slowly again. Don't be afraid to com in and go next to me. I dont bite haha! Well,ilysfm Alexis and rest in peace...bye.