something.

You never knew how much i loved you. You never knew how happy I was. I never knew how stupid I was to give you my heart. I knew that it had to end someday. But why so harshly? You embrace the fact that you  demolished my heart. You embrace the fact that you hurt someone...I don't think anything will ever be the same. You will just date my best friend or someone else. You won't even care how much it hurts to see you with her. Because you will love her and not me. You will care about her and not me. You will want her...and not me...I guess I deserve it because I did this to some other girl who does't deserve this kind of hell. The sad part is i don't even think it will effect you.You will smile and laugh about it because you know you are capable of having any girl you want. You have the personality to die for. The truth is those 6 cuts meant something. One of those stood for you. But..you never knew that. And I never planned on telling you because i know it will just hurt you. Were all those kind words just a cover up so I will never know the deadly truth? Or did you really mean it at the time? When it was all over,did you still mean that? Or do those feelings automatically end when you say its over?....