See,I really am happy =3

I won't let this world get the best of me as it has already.
I won't let this world bring me down.
I won't let myself cry anymore.
I wont fear school anymore.


I'm rising up from the shadow I used to hide behind.
Catch me if you can.
Run away with me if you can't. 
Be my friend so we can put aside all out differences and move on.


Try to steal my tears if you want.
Try to take my heart if you'd like.
Good luck trying to take my faith.


Hope over powers every bad feeling you might have.
Hope makes people realize that some day there will be a perfect,bright,beautiful sunny day.


Hope is what motivates people. 
Hope is what stopped me from killing myself...

Sleeping with sirens c:

It's what I live for bro :D 

I lovee you Kellin Quinn <3 :3

Ugh I would show you guys the amazing shmexxi picture  I drew of L from death not but nooo my stupid phone's goatta die at the last minute. You know what phone,fuck you t(-.-)t....

No jkjkjk I love you your my life *0*

Oh so this is L c: the shmexxi guy from death note

 Yeah...he's mine xD

Oh and one more thing...

All I've been listening to for the past three weeks xD

Hayy gurrrrl xD

OKAY SO I havent posted crap in a looooong time. So I'm just goanna say stuff.


I'm happy as a mothafucka :D Cannottt be any happier! ^-^ 2. I look wayyy wayyy wayyyyyy better than I did last year. Thank Jebus :P 3. My friends are so nice to me. I never realized how much I need them Ily all of you <3  4. My new name is Santana :] and 5. Oh God I'ma nnoying but I can't help it cuz I'm so happy


WANNA SEE SOME CRAP I DREW? :P 


Okay it's only two things but still :3


imm.io/dXWS (drew that on paint)
imm.io/dXWZ  Oh hell ya I'd tap that xD jk c;


DROP DEAD FOR LIFE! I love Oli Skyes<3


Buh Bye Wiggas ;P

something.

You never knew how much i loved you. You never knew how happy I was. I never knew how stupid I was to give you my heart. I knew that it had to end someday. But why so harshly? You embrace the fact that you  demolished my heart. You embrace the fact that you hurt someone...I don't think anything will ever be the same. You will just date my best friend or someone else. You won't even care how much it hurts to see you with her. Because you will love her and not me. You will care about her and not me. You will want her...and not me...I guess I deserve it because I did this to some other girl who does't deserve this kind of hell. The sad part is i don't even think it will effect you.You will smile and laugh about it because you know you are capable of having any girl you want. You have the personality to die for. The truth is those 6 cuts meant something. One of those stood for you. But..you never knew that. And I never planned on telling you because i know it will just hurt you. Were all those kind words just a cover up so I will never know the deadly truth? Or did you really mean it at the time? When it was all over,did you still mean that? Or do those feelings automatically end when you say its over?....

I need help....

Iv'e ben so sad lately...all my friends are fading away...everytime I talk to someone, they just leave....I just wish everything would be the same...I cant live like this...I love my friends so much and seeing them be depressed and leave is horrible....it hurts me so much....please, no one else leave! I beg you please! I love all of you guys and I almost lost half of my friends....I just feel like no one is there for me when I need them the most...

R.I.P. Alexis

Im so glad not to be depressed anymore. Im temporarily injured because of my best friend,Alexi's death. Rest in peace Alexis. You were like my sister and even though I was barely ever there in the end, I always loved you. And now that your gone...I can't stop crying from time to time. So many things remind me of you! Like techno,I know you loved techno...It makes me cry...You will be missed and you really should belive me because you really fucking will. I think your spirit has visited me a few times...one time I was in my room doing my homework and the door opened slowly and I shut it than a minute later,it opened slowly again. Don't be afraid to com in and go next to me. I dont bite haha! Well,ilysfm Alexis and rest in peace...bye.